I have been reading again…an interesting article that I thought I would share with you! 🙂
It relates to toxic behaviour. I have spoken about toxic people before – those numpties who hold us back and make us feel awful – and how it’s best to try and ditch them. This is a bit more complex…it’s about toxic behaviour and how we are all guilty of it at times.
Facing up to our behaviours can be quite challenging though. We like to think that we are ‘good’ and that we are more than aware of how we behave. People who are aware of their behaviour and its affect on others are said to have high levels of emotional intelligence – EI…and I have written about this before too.
This article came from a couple of life coaches…one of whom is called ‘Angel’. I have to admit to having a slightly toxic thought when I saw the name Angel as, even though I have a friend called Angel who is not like this in the slightest, it always strikes me as being a bit alternative…and a life coach called Angel was just too much for my mind for a nano-second. I had a giggle as what my Dad would say if I told him I had a life coach called Angel. Anyway, as I life coach of sorts I had best keep quiet I suppose! 😉
Right then, as the article points out, we’ve all acted in toxic, damaging ways at one time or another. None of us are immune to occasional toxic mood swings, but many people are more evolved, balanced and aware, and such occurrences happen only rarely in their lives…these are the ones with higher emotional intelligence and emotional awareness.
Whether your toxic behavior is a common occurrence, or just a once in a blue moon phenomena, it’s critical for your long-term happiness and success that you are able to recognise when you’re behaving negatively, and consciously shift your mindset when necessary.
The twelve most common toxic behaviours that these coaches see – and that I see fairly frequently too – are:
Being envious of everyone else:
Don’t let envy (or jealously) get the best of you. Envy is the art of counting someone else’s blessings instead of your own. There is nothing attractive or admirable about this behavior. So stop comparing your journey with everyone else’s. Your journey is YOUR journey, NOT a competition. You are in competition with one person and one person only – yourself. You are competing to be the best you can be. If you want to measure your progress, compare yourself to who you were yesterday.
Taking everything too personally:
People are toxic to be around when they believe that everything happening around them is a direct assault on them or is in some way all about them. The truth is that what people say and do to you is much more about them, than you. People’s reactions to you are about their perspectives, wounds and experiences. Whether people think you’re amazing, or believe you’re the worst, again, is more about them. I’m not suggesting we should be narcissists and ignore all feedback. I am saying that so much hurt, disappointment and sadness in our lives comes from our taking things personally. In most cases it’s far more productive and healthy to let go of other people’s good or bad opinion of you, and to operate with your own intuition and wisdom as your guide.
Acting like you’re always a victim:
Another toxic behavior is persistent complaining that fuels your sense of victimisation. Believing you’re a victim, that you have no power to exert and no power over the direction of your life, is a toxic stance that keeps you stuck. We all have access to far more power, authority, and influence over our lives than we initially believe. When you stop complaining, and refuse to see yourself as a helpless victim, you’ll find that you are more powerful than you realised, but only if you choose to accept this reality.
Hoarding pain and loss:
One of the hardest lessons in life is letting go – whether it’s guilt, anger, love or loss. Change is never easy – you fight to hold on and you fight to let go. But oftentimes letting go is the healthiest path forward. It clears out toxic thoughts from the past. You’ve got to emotionally free yourself from the things that once meant a lot to you, so you can move beyond the past and the pain it brings you. Again, it takes hard work to let go and refocus your thoughts, but it’s worth every bit of effort you can muster.
Obsessive negative thinking:
It’s very hard to be around people who refuse to let go of negativity – when they ruminate and speak incessantly about the terrible things that could happen and have happened, the scorns they’ve suffered, and the unfairness of life. These people stubbornly refuse to see the positive side of life and the positive lessons from what’s happening. Pessimism is one thing – but remaining perpetually locked in a negative mindset is another. Only seeing the negative, and operating from a view that everything is negative and against you, is a twisted way of thinking and living, and you can change that.
Lack of emotional self-control:
An inability to manage your emotions is toxic to everyone around you. We all know these people – those who explode in anger and tears over the smallest hiccup or problem. Yelling at the checkout guy for the long line, screaming at an employee for a small error she made, or losing it with your daughter for spilling juice on the floor. If you find that you’re overly emotional, losing your cool at every turn, you may need some outside assistance to help you gain control over your emotions and understand what’s at the root of your inner angst. There’s more to it than what appears on the surface. An independent perspective – and a new kind of support – can work wonders.
Making superficial judgments about others:
Don’t always judge a person by what they show you. Remember, what you’ve seen is oftentimes only what that person has chosen to show you, or what they were driven to show based on their inner stress and pain. Alas, when another person tries to make you suffer in some small way, it is usually because they suffer deep within themselves. Their suffering is simply spilling over. They do not need punishment or ridicule, they need help. If you can’t help them, let them be.
Cruelty (or lacking empathy and compassion):
One of the most toxic behaviors – cruelty – stems from a total lack of empathy, concern or compassion for others. We see it every day online and in the media – people being devastatingly unkind and hurtful to others just because they can. They tear people down online in a cowardly way, using their anonymity as a shield. Cruelty, backstabbing, and hurting others for any reason is toxic, and it hurts you as well. If you find yourself backstabbing and tearing someone else down, stop in your tracks. Dig deep and find compassion in your heart, and realise that we’re all in this together.
Cheating and cutting moral corners simply because you can:
Cheating is a choice, not a mistake, and not an excuse! If you decide to cheat, and you succeed in cheating someone out of something, don’t think that this person is a fool. Realise that this person trusted you much more than you ever deserved. Be bigger than that. Don’t do immoral things simply because you can. Don’t cheat. Be honest with yourself and everyone else. Do the right thing. Integrity is the essence of everything successful.
Hiding your truth:
People cannot connect with you if you’re constantly trying to hide from yourself. And this becomes a truly toxic situation the minute they become attached to your false persona. So remember, no matter what age, race, sex, or sexuality you are, underneath all your external decorations you are a pure, beautiful being – each and every one of us are. We each have light to shine, and missions to accomplish. Celebrate being different, off the beaten path, a little on the weird side, your own special creation. If you find yourself feeling like a fish out of water, by all means find a new river to swim in. But DO NOT change who you are; BE who you are. Don’t deny yourself, improve yourself.
Needing constant validation:
People who constantly strive for validation by others are exhausting to be around. Those who get caught up in the need to prove their worth over and over and over, and constantly want to win over everyone around them, are unintentionally toxic and draining. Know this. Over-attaching to how things have to look to others can wear you out and bring everyone else around you down. There is a bigger picture to your life, and it’s not about what you achieve in the eyes of the masses. It’s about the journey, the process, the path – what you’re learning, how you’re helping others learn too, and the growing process you allow yourself to participate in.
Being a stubborn perfectionist:
As human beings, we often chase hypothetical, static states of perfection. We do so when we are searching for the perfect house, job, friend or lover. The problem, of course, is that perfection doesn’t exist in a static state. Because life is a continual journey, constantly evolving and changing. What is here today is not exactly the same tomorrow – that perfect house, job, friend or lover will eventually fade to a state of imperfection. But with a little patience and an open mind, over time, that imperfect house evolves into a comfortable home. That imperfect job evolves into a rewarding career. That imperfect friend evolves into a steady shoulder to lean on. And that imperfect lover evolves into a reliable lifelong companion. It’s just a matter of letting perfectionism GO.
I found it quite interesting reading this. I like to think that I am fairly balanced – and I know I have a high level of emotional intelligence…if the tests my old bosses put me through are anything to go by! I know that there is always room for improvement though. I am guilty of saying something and then rethinking and wishing I hadn’t said what I had said…or done what I had done. At least I am aware of it though…I think you have more of a problem if you have no awareness at all! 😉
There are plenty of things that you can do in order to lessen the toxic behaviour – notice that I said ‘lessen’ rather than ‘stop’…I don’t think we can stop altogether, as perfection doesn’t exist! I will have to write more about that soon…or I can life coach you…my name isn’t Angel though! 🙂
That’s it from me for today. It was weigh-in day and it wasn’t a good result with 2lbs on. Given my day off it wasn’t a surprise, despite the calories not being too awful due to small amounts, but it is what it is. I have a few tricks up my sleeve and am going to make a small change this week. Actually, I am going to stop posting photos of my food for a couple of weeks as I am getting a little bit overwhelmed by advice regarding portion sizes, carb levels, protein levels, superfree amounts, too many syns, not enough syns…so I am going to remove that pressure by not mentioning my food for a while…but the pictures will be back soon!
I am looking forward to my training tomorrow and have just had an email from my cycle coach, Clair, about my training plan for that too…so lots to look forward to. Mr WLB has been trying to remind me how wonderful a job I have done so far, but I have to admit to being a bit fed up. I think I am going to have a pamper evening and try and relax and remember that 8lbs on is only a 2.6% weight gain compared to what I had lost…if it reaches 3% I may well throw my toys out of the pram big time! 😉
So no food pictures today…and no exercise either! 🙁
Thank you for reading,
Weight Loss Bitch xxx
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